on doing horribly
I actually have very little to say. Just documenting my emotions. My chest is so heavy and I feel so bad.
I have anxiety medicine that helps a little but I just feel like there's so much time to think and it's extra hard when I'm in a public space and can't show emotion. But then when I'm alone, I feel like it's almost impossible to feel / show emotion at all.
I'm mad at everyone.