art foreshadows tomorrow
Will you hold me forever,
and keep the porch light on for me?
Keep your light on, I might be standing outside
I asked for you to love me more than anyone,
and keep me safe when I feel afraid.
To please steal the nightmares,
if I keep the window open for you.
But I don't know who to be
for you.
I can never figure it out.
I try to be who I think you want but I smother your face before your eyes.
You are a thorn, too,
I realize.
This is a compilation of poems mashed together to evoke a new feeling. Four different moments from four different memories from the past year or so. It's interesting how art foreshadows tomorrow.